Reopened Mind,
Your getting involved with this cult quite closely parallels mine;
- a teenager in the late 1960s / early 1970s, impressed with how "Bible Prophecy" appeared to be acting out in "World Conditions" etc. etc. etc.!
However, the penny started to drop when all this did not continue on as it was supposed to;
- then the penny definitely hit the deck with a crash once I learned that this outfit had done the same things over and over in the past; and with similar results! (i.e. they were False Prophets, pure and simple!).
From that point onwards, I just could no longer keep up the pretence - after finding myself in the position of having to try and defend that which was indefensible.
Bill.